I hate myself and hope you would just kill me without changing your mind. Forgetting me is easy to do so why don't you just do it now and it will save you a time but forgetting you is the hardest thing in the world. I gave you my heart and in return I get nothing. I give you my soul and in return you take it off me and rip it apart until now. Please don't play with me because you know i would do anything just for you but you that but somehow you still insist on doing it. I wont mind if you actually told me that you hate and that you don't love me anymore. I wish you would just do that so i can go die from the inside. I guess I just want you to be happy even if it means taring my heart. Your heart was mine but now it has gone somewhere else or to someone else. My heart just died just because i wish you gave me a kiss goodnight. Kill me, Hate me, say you do love me but somehow never show it. I will wait all the time in the world just for you to kiss me again but i guess you have just moved on and forgot me. Without thinking back and not noticing what i feel. There i am again sitting in silence waiting for you to say a word that wont ever come out of your mouth. You are and always will be in my heart but its just the amount of time before you forget me. Where ever you are you will always be in my heart. You say its alright but i can see it in your eyes that there is something wrong but still insisting on lying about the truth.